I made my high school cheer team, along with my best friend this will be the second time on a team together. It may only be high school but it means the world to me. It may also only be JV but who cares, I’ll take what I can get right now. I can’t wait to meet the coach and the other girls on the team.
I don’t know what to do anymore, I’m fed up with it all. Nothing I ever do is good enough, whether it’s something big or small I’m always the cause. I don’t know if I’ll log on after this, or ever. This is my surrender, I give up. Life doesn’t seem like something I want, it’s not important because in the end it causes heart-break and suffering. At least, that’s I’ve ever known. I wish I could know what love is, I wish I could be cable of being happy and loved but it doesn’t seem possible.
Dear notheren Illinois weather, stop being on your period and pick a climate to stay with. Are you going to be hot or cold? Sunny or rainiy? I would really like to know. Thanks to you, I look like Rudolph the red-nose reindeer. I do not want to have to get allergy shots every week to control them so please, for the love of everything that is holy, pick something and stay with it.